...since last we visited...

Yo - what up! 2 months since I've been out here... ya'd think I'm busy or some shit... Well actually, I am!! Woohoo!! Boredom sucks lemme tell ya... Been workin 2 full time jobs and mixin' in some landscaping now n' then... plus try to mix in a date here n' there... barely enough time to sleep after that - but it's better than doin' jack shit like I do in the winter... Thank god for summer!!

So I got word this week that one of my closest friends is moving south. I'm gonna miss this guy - he's one of my closest friends... like a brother. He's got a wife and 3 kids now and the move seems right... more job oppurtunities, lower cost of living and kids haven't started school yet... I'll miss him bein' around, but he'll always be my boy no matter where he lives.

Here's a little nugget from divorce-land. I had this dream a few weeks back... it was a wierd one like usual, with people from different times in my life poppin' up here and there - one of which of course was my ex-wife Michelle. This time around, I saw her walking. She comes up to me and says she can't talk because her husband's sick. Uh... alrighty then... and then she's gone. Although wierd all by itself, this wasn't the first time she makes these random appearances in my dreams - but it wasn't much different than her past cameos.

Years ago I had these dreams where I'd see a glimpse of her through a crowd or something. Later I had ones where we saw each other, but acted like we didn't. Then more recently, I'd see her and we exchange awkward hellos. All the way up to this last one when she said she couldn't talk because her husband's sick - whateva the hell that means... dreams man, they sure are fckn' wierd... Somewhere along the line I had this one where we hugged, but never spoke - that's the oddball one outta the mix...

Anyway, no need to get all deep on it - even if you don't know much about what happened, the symbolism in the dream in pretty evident. I always wonder what triggers her visits to my dreams... Lately I've seen alot of old friends - most of whom I saw regularly when I was married. Eventually during the night, the "have you seen her lately" question pops up... so I dunno, maybe this time around that was the case.

Divorce nuggets aside, I've been the most active in the dating world that I have been since the D went down. Don't be confused and translate that into success... lotta nonsense to get through to find the real thing that's for sure. I still see the woman I mentioned in my last post that I was kinda excited about. We definitely have alot of fun when we're together. The timing's wrong for us though... she's getting a divorce - as in, she's not legally divorced yet and that's a tough time. There's moments we have that have great chemistry - then there's times when she's kinda all over the place - indecisive and nervous almost it seems... I dunno. I don't expect a 'relationship' per say with her anytime soon. But we haven't gotten into anything serious, so for the time being I'm just chillin...

I also met this other woman through mutual friends a few weeks back... and this one - lemme tell ya. She was pretty intriguing. Beautiful eyes, brunette... even a Yankee fan...LOL!! But she was a sweetheart. Had some accent too... not sure from where, but sexy sounding nonetheless. Laid back it seemed, not craving the center of attention. I dunno - I was just diggin' her...

Didn't get to know her too well as we were amongst a group of friends and had just met. Didn't even get a chance to grab her digits as the time between when she said "I gotta get going" to when she got in her car was about 20 seconds. She bolted out like a champ... and as is my luck, our mutual friends told me later that unfortunately it seems she's still hung up on her ex-boyfriend. DAMN!!!

So whateva... something's bound to happen soon... it's now only a matter of time.

Laids suckas!